How about your children? When do
you tell them that one of their parents is gay?
How much should they know about it, and how soon? How can kids understand such a complex
issue? Their age, maturity, and general
stability all affect the answers to these and related questions. There are no stock answers that fit all
families, so important decisions tailored to your situation are inevitable.
Experts suggest explaining the situation in stages, not overwhelming the
youngster with too much information at once.
Answer their questions honestly, but don’t try to cover every detail of
the situation in one sitting. Children
sense that something is wrong and they need sufficient information to allay
fears that the trouble is their fault.
It is also important to use language the young person can understand,
being scrupulously careful not to malign the gay partner. Divisive behavior and hateful words
inevitably wound the child even further and damage future family
relationships. Above all, don’t try to
make your child an ally by demonizing his other parent. Measure your words carefully. This is a real test of your own maturity and
self-control.
Some examples from my book When
Your Spouse Comes Out may point the way.
Matt explained to his four-year-old why Mommy had moved into a separate
bedroom. Matt began by saying that there
were going to be some changes. Mommy has realized that she is what’s called gay. Most
people, men and women, like and want to live together as husband and wife, but
with gay people, men like men and women like women and that’s who they want to
be partners with for their life. There
isn’t anything wrong with it. It’s just
like people have different hair colors and skin colors, different heights—some
people are taller and some people are shorter.
While most people aren’t that way, there are a lot of people who are
gay. Your Mommy has figured out that she
is one of those people. At some point,
it will mean that Mommy and I won’t be married anymore. But we’ll both still be your parents and it
doesn’t change how we love you. This
isn’t your fault. It isn’t anything you
have done. For the time being, things
will stay the same here at home.
Notice the language level for a small child and reinforced reassurance
that the boy would still have two loving parents and that the immediate changes
would not threaten him—and weren’t his fault. These points are important to
make, regardless of the age of the child.
Explaining to older children presents a different challenge. Carlotta and David had a son and daughter who
were thirteen and eighteen when David disclosed his homosexuality to his
wife. Though this couple immediately
realized that their marriage would end, their family still existed as a high
priority. Their focus was to preserve
family ties in some form.
They spent months in private discussion, adjustment and preparation
before they told their teens. When the
time seemed right, they called a family meeting and told the whole truth to
their teenagers, answering all questions honestly. After they had time to absorb the truth, both
teens discreetly told their friends and received immediate peer support. They also adjusted to the changes, knowing
that both parents were behind them. At
no time did either parent denigrate or criticize the other. Their family ties held firm through an
amicable divorce and their kids went on to college and are launching successful
lives of their own now.
Waiting until the heat of the discovery has cooled is a good idea. Give yourself time to recover from your own
shock, work through immediate personal issues, and prepare yourself to support your
children through their time of recovery.
Straight talk to older children is important. Telling the truth is better than holding
back, unless there is some compelling reason to do so.
Disclosure to adult children may be less difficult. One couple arranged a gathering of their
whole family and a separate meeting of their closest friends. There, they read letters they each had
composed to explain their situation and their personal feelings. After they read their letters, they offered
to answer any questions. Then they left,
allowing space and time for their surprised loved ones to talk and begin to
process their unexpected news.
If possible, face-to-face disclosure is best. My husband and I traveled together to tell
each member of our families—our son in California, Jim’s mother in Colorado, my mother and our other son and his wife
in Oklahoma. First,
we told them that we were about to separate, and then we told them why. If we hadn’t shared the whole truth, they
never could have understood why our 30-plus-year marriage was ending. Telling the truth freed us all to help each
other reach acceptance.
Truth binds. Secrecy
separates. After keeping her gay
husband’s secret for decades, one straight wife suffered greatly from her
daughter’s simmering anger about the family’s long-held secret. The adult daughter accepted her father’s
homosexuality but harshly blamed her mother for not sharing the truth.
In another case study, the gay father was afraid to admit his sexual
orientation, so he lied to his son and said that he didn’t love his wife
anymore and that was the reason for their separation. When the truth came out a few weeks later,
the son said, “Why didn’t you say you’re gay!
That is much easier to accept than the story you told me before.” These examples suggest openness with children
at the earliest opportunity, regardless of their age.
Truth also frees. One interviewee
recounted a scene she’ll always carry in her memory. The
morning following our decision to let each other go was like this: although we
realized what a heart- and life-wrenching decision we had made, we went for a
bike ride with our son along the dirt roads of some property we had in the
mountains. My husband rode his bike like
a kid who’d just learned to ride alone without training wheels. He told me later he was feeling as if he’d
just dropped a burden, a terrible burden he’d carried for years—not the burden
of our marriage but the burden of hidden truth of who he was. In a similar way, all the members of a
mixed orientation family can feel liberated when their secret is out.
It would be nice to have sure-fire step-by-step instructions for telling
the children about a gay parent.
Unfortunately, every family has to invent its own best method. Keep in mind these principles to ease the
way: Tell as much of the truth as you
can, as soon as you can, in language that is understandable and kind. Give ample assurance that your love endures
for your children, regardless of other changes in the family. Give yourself the gift of liberating truth.
What is your experience with telling your children? Please share a comment on this interactive
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I was one of those children. And my parents did not do any of the recommended tips for telling this secret. My mother told me, in anger, that my father was gay. And then she told me not to tell anyone or talk to him about it. A few years later it came out, again by my mother, more publicly. They never divorced but lived together in a volatile relationship until my father's death a few years ago. I respect their decision to stay together but wish they had divorced.
I outed my ex with the help of clergy. My ex would not acknowledge being gay, and had derailed the conversation about our divorce by announcing (contrary to what we had agreed in counseling) that he was going to FIGHT THIS THING YOUR MOTHER IS DOING TO OUR FAMILY. Because he kept denying his homosexuality yet an openly homosexual friend of his was showing up a lot unannounced and grooming one of my sons secretly, I had to tell them the truth of what was going on. I agree, it is best to not tell them in anger, but I was a basket case with the burden of having to tell them and then face the ridicule, denial, and punishment from him. I was calm, but fell apart after telling them. I had such a rush of grief, anger, and shame at not being able to protect them from this hell we were forced to stay in for so many years.
I envy those people who remain friendly enough to truly partner in raising their children. It is not possible with chronic denial abetted by well meaning people, especially when the drama induced by constant denial goes on for years, beyond the straight spouses control, with no escape except the eventual aging of children. The need to prove the straight spouse is crazy, irrelevant, or to intimidate her into shutting up is very strong.
As for the clergyman, I think he thought this crisis would end with divorce. It didn't, and he was in the awkward position of ministering to both of us for years. As he got more involved in gay rights, he avoided me, although I tried to let him know about the great resource of the straight spouse network.
Our kids are adults now and have a positive relationship with their dad, but they recognize that they cannot depend on him for much, and that he is extremely self centered. I have a new life in a new home, a new state, and a new church - and I moved less than three weeks after the youngest graduated from high school.
It has been a long hard road full of mud, smears, potholes, stumbles, pain,isolation, and unending shame for being so awful as to live the truth that no one wanted to acknowledge. But I finally live the truth freely now, and so do my children. I would not change what I did for anything.
Janet, your story encourages us that it is possible to survive the crisis (even one that goes on for years) and to reconstruct a better life. It also shows that every family's situation is a bit different. There are no cookie-cutter answers that always apply when we deal with human emotions and family relations. You worked out your path as well as you could. The good news is that truth really does set us free. Joy and peace can fill the final chapter, even if all the details aren't perfect.
Carol Grever
Carol -- this is a topic I've wrestled privately with for over 25 years now. What about our adult (now) daughters?
You said: "Truth binds. Secrecy separates. After keeping her gay husband’s secret for decades, one straight wife suffered greatly from her daughter’s simmering anger about the family’s long-held secret. The adult daughter accepted her father’s homosexuality but harshly blamed her mother for not sharing the truth."
When I learned about my husband's orientation in 1984, our daughter was 3-1/2 years old. I didn't even know gay people would marry, could have sex and produce children. I wrongly assumed I made him gay; he did nothing to deny that assumption. We agreed to stay married; he agreed to stop visiting gay porn shops and buying magazines and books, and I agreed to keep his secret. I began living a lie as well, which is ironic, as it is what he said he felt he was doing.
We produced a 2nd daughter three years later. And, I kept the secret even as the marriage deteriorated just below the surface. I never have brought that subject up again, as was another of my promises to him for his staying straight. My fear now is of his years of pent up frustration and anger--of what he would do if I bring up that long-buried topic. That fear and denial on my part manifested itself in anxiety disorders, depression, and a host of other medical side-effects.
Now, those girls are adults of 27 and 21. . . and they still do not know. We are still married [over 30 years], but without any intimacy for 8 years. Communication is long gone. We "fake" it in public. I took my rings off two years ago. The girls know we are having marital problems, but nothing else.
Making things worse is the fact that both of us are still closeted to each other at home. The elephant is there, but neither of us mention it. I have been in therapy for nearly three years working through this--after 22-1/2 years in his closet. When I came out for help in October 2006, I was afraid I'd either go insane or commit suicide.
And, still our daughters do not know. Now, the older is back home along with her 2-year-old son, separated from her husband. And, so the years go on.
Yes, I deeply fear disclosure to the girls. Honesty and intregity were things I demanded of my girls; yet, look at me! My gay husband will not be the one to tell them--it will likely fall to me when we divorce [financial issues are a huge concern now]. What will they think of my keeping this secret all their existence?
If at all possible, the person who is coming out as the gay or lesbian parent should take the responsibility of disclosing their orientation to children rather than the spouse. This should only be done when the gay or lesbian spouse feels adequate about themselves and unashamed or not guilty about their entire situation.
Our research has shown that if this can take place in a healthy, positive manner, i.e., not because of guilt or fear, then children can develop a more positive relationship with their gay or lesbian parent. Studies have shown that the chances of having a positive relationship with children diminish when the gay or lesbian parent chooses to remain in the closet rather than disclosing to the children. We do not know of any studies that have examined the effects of dislosing by a spouse on children's relationship with their gay or lesbian parent.
It would be ideal if the spouse can work with the gay or lesbian parent to be supportive to children in the time following disclosure. Coming out is a critical family event that can become a crisis if handled in an emotionally negative manner. Many spouses are experiencing anger as part of their grieving process. They should avoid disclosing their gay or lesbian spouses' orientation to children when experiencing this emotional state.
When the gay or lesbian parent discloses to their child/ren, children have an opportunity to see their parent acting in a responsible manner rather than encouraging the development of a family secret. Therapists discourage families from acquiring and keeping secrets because of the insidious ability of these to eat away at family integrity over time. Coming out to children is extremely frightening for most gay and lesbian parents because they fear that they will lose their children's love. Granted, many children will not welcome this news but most will not react by rejecting their gay or lesbian parent outright. We caution the disclosing parent not to work for nor expect children's approval or acceptance of this news upon disclosure but to work toward being honest and demonstrating personal integrity to children.
Carol's text has some good guidelines for disclosing to children. I wrote guidelines some time ago with a pioneering researcher, Fred Bozett, that still remain workable today [Bigner, J. J., & Bozett, F. W. (1990). Parenting by gay fathers. Marriage and Family Review, 14, 155-176]. The COLAGE Web site also contains excellent advice to gay and lesbian parents on coming out to children. There are also many excellent therapists and counselors who have training in assisting families deal with this family matter in a positive and healing manner.
Yvonne, Jerry Bigner's advice here is on target and comes from an expert in this field (he edited my latest book, WHEN YOUR SPOUSE COMES OUT). It strikes me that your marital history parallels that of the woman I wrote about in the "Endless Closet" section of Chapter 2 of that book. I would emphasize that telling grown children is probably easier than disclosing to younger children or teens. It's possible to relate as adults and rely on their maturity. They often respond with surprising understanding and genuine empathy. The fact that your daughter is living back at home may bring an opportunity to open the subject. Ideally, you and your husband can talk with her together. That was my own experience, and I was amazed at the acceptance we received from both of our sons. Best wishes to you, whatever you decide to do.
Carol Grever
My sincere thanks to both Dr. Bigner and Carol Grever for your time and your wonderful comments. I ordered Carol's book, which came in the mail yesterday, and I read up through Chapter 3 last night.
I wanted to make sure I read the section on the "Endless Closet". Yes, in many respects, theirs is similar to my life except that, unlike Kaye and Jim, we not only are closeted from the world but from each other as well.
I was absolutely horrified and physically ill at disclosure and wanted what I saw and learned to go away. Yet, as horrified and confused as I was, I also was so tremendously devoted to him. My fear was the ridicule he'd endure from friends, family, and the world. And, what about our daughter? What would happen to her? I wanted to protect him and her more than anything.
So, I slammed Pandora's box shut. He asked for my total secrecy, i.e., no counseling. So we struck a bargain: my silence and to never bring it up again in exchange for his stopping with the gay porn and other activities.
What I hadn't realized is that trust evaporated at that instant, and I never have been able to fully trust him again. That bothered me more than anything and ate my soul. I felt it was a fault of mine, as he appeared to have repressed his orientation. Or maybe he hasn't, as his deception was so good. I never had any "ah-ha" revelations; disclosure didn't explain any oddities.
He appears determined to stay closeted but has resorted to passive-aggressive tactics with me. Why is he content to live that way? I guess maybe it's like you said in that chapter, Carol. "seems better to live with the familiar pain of duplicity . . . rather than risk something worse". Why am I living this way? Finances and no-fault divorce; consultation with two different lawyers indicate I'll take the hit financially long term. My 401K and pension.
So, I'm much like "Kaye", living in emotional isolation with my physical and mental health taking the brunt of disclosure. Why I never thought to seek out others eludes me. Ironically, I only found SSN on a link on the company-supported gay/lesbian/bisexual website where I work. That was my "ah-ha" moment--I learned I was a Straight Spouse.
Wow! These are powerful stories.
My straight ex-husband has a gay brother. From the time my son was born, he knew that "Uncle Jock" and "Uncle Eric" were as much a pair as "Aunt Cindy and Uncle Jack." Even during his rocky teen years, my son has never had issues with gay couples, though I suppose if I or my ex were gay, it might be more personal for him.
From my distant (and yet perhaps objective) corner, it seems that if youngsters grow up knowing people who reflect sexual diversity, their acceptance level might be greater.
Just a theory.
Claire, I couldn't agree more! My sincere hope is that the next generation will have the understanding and tolerance you've described. We fear the unknown. If we have opportunity to know people all across the spectrum of sexual identity, we learn that we are more alike than different. We learn to value diversity and accept others who differ from ourselves. Ignorance and intolerance are the real threats. Thanks for your encouragement.
Carol Grever
This comment is for Yvonne (re July 8). I'm thrilled that you've found an outlet on this blog to read and write about straight spouse issues. It's hard to imagine the depth of your hidden anguish when you were completely isolated with the family's secret. Even if nothing else changes for you, this communication with others who understand your challenges should be beneficial. As Astraea mentioned in one of her posts, we'll "hold you in the light," and think of you often.
Carol Grever
Carol - this is a followup on a post I made in June 09. I thought you might be interested to know that I learned just before Christmas that my younger daughter in Wisconsin (now 22) learned the truth about her father's orientation. She didn't figure it out, hear it from anyone, or learn it from him. She found out from me--and it was NOT in a way I would have wanted.
In mid-May, she was closing in on graduation from UWisconsin-Madison, and we were e-mailing regarding health care. Some of her e-mails got caught in my company's spam filter, so I gave her my private e-mail for my support group through the Straight Spouse Network. She knew my marriage was seriously troubled, and that I've been in private therapy and that I have a support group. That being said, never would it have occurred to me that she would learn about her father and our marriage by googling my e-mail address!
She said she just did it on a whim while taking a break for studying for her last exam. She wasn't trying to sleuth or anything--she just was curious as to what my support group might be about. She had made indirect comments previously that made me think she had questions or wanted to talk. I told her if she had questions, I would be happy to answer them as long as they were respectful and didn't infringe private boundaries.
My e-mail address for purposes of SSN posting is guaranteed private and incapable of being searched. She found one hit when she googled. In November 2008, Keith Olbermann did a commentary that was posted on the MSNBC website regarding Proposition 8. He mentioned the collateral damage of straight spouses and families. I felt compelled to thank him and tell him my story. Of course, the site made me register with my e-mail, but said it would not be visible. It did NOT, however, say it would not be searchable as an underlying link.
So, she held onto that discovery from graduation until just before Christmas, waiting for the right time to approach me. She said it literally blew her world apart and she freaked out for about 15-20 minutes. Thankfully, she had her fiance to reach out to, and he talked her through it. It also made her rethink her own plans to marry someone 16 years her senior. She is now moving out of their shared residence to experience life as a 22-yr-old, while still carrying on with the engagement. She said the two of them went to couples' counseling, and while that was positive, it really made her realize she has never lived on her own. So I guess there was some positive aspect to this revelation about her father. She emphasized that she is not gay, nor is her fiance, in case I was concerned. I was more concerned about him--not her.
The advice you and Dr. Bigner gave was that the gay parent come out to the child. Well, as you've read, that's not the case with my family. She is VERY supportive of what I've been through, saying she knew something was "off" between us since she was about 9 years old--comparing us to her friends' parents. THIS was not what she was expecting, however. She said her older sister (28) who lives with us does not know, and she felt it not a good time to let her know that either. She just recently went through a divorce.
Amazingly, my daughter said that she felt eventually "dad and you should divorce, because it's really not a good way to continue to live". This blew me away, as I never expected a blessing to move on with my life to come from a 22-yr-old.
Anyway, I thought you might be interested in how one of my offspring found out about her father's orientation. She remarked that she was not letting this change her relationship with him, and I said I was hoping that would be the case. I did not want that part of their lives to change.
If you want so see the post she found, let me know, and I'll post it separately. If she were to find one, it was probably perfect. I was brief, respectful of their father, and shared what living closeted feels like.
Thanks for your time.
Sincerely,
Yvonne
You must feel relieved that your daughter has reacted to her discovery in such an encouraging and loving way. I think that older offspring often already KNOW at some level and that prompts their deeper probing. Her seemingly casual investigation of your support group, leading to her discovery of her father's sexuality was probably not accidental. Her subsequent intention to stay close to her father while encouraging you and supporting eventual divorce shows her maturity and good judgment. If you wish, our readers might benefit from your posting the message your daughter discovered.
Thank you for continuing this conversation. It is useful to many! My hope is that the added support from your wise daughter will ease your burden somewhat.
Carol Grever
At the time of his disclosure my children were 5, 2 and 8 months. He left immediately but we have maintained a good relationship and he visits the children at our home regulary, remaining as much as a family as possible. The children don't really mention where he is living...yet and I have told them. I often wonder if i am doing the right thing. i dont feel telling them the gay thing.... I feel they should have a childhood without worrying about their parents sexuality. They know we are divorced. They know we both love them. They have as much of a family life as i am can offer them. They are as far as it seems quite settled. But this does not stop me worrying and questioning that i am doing the right thing! I worry about it all the time! Whether I should tell them more whether they are suffering and i dont realise! On it goes! The upshot is they miss him especailly my eldest who remembers him living here with us. I cant think knowing he is gay will make it any easier for them at their tender age.......they know we divorced because we didnt love each other that I hope is enough for now.
But i always worry and I always wonder if I am doing it right.
Actually I have hardly told anyone he is gay.....most people know he is gone and we are divorced and have assumed we split up like everyone else.....my pain is my own over the reason why i dont feel any gain with giving out details wi=hich seem really personal to me. But again....im not sure if this is going to turn out right or not!!
Dear H: You are to be commended on maintaining a good relationship with your ex-husband and providing opportunity for the children to see him regularly. Keeping a sense of family is hard after a divorce, and you've managed it well. I don't think it's necessary to rush into the reasons why you divorced, but as the children grow older, they will ask questions. My best advice is to feed them the truth in answer to their questions, using age-specific language and taking care not to denigrate your former mate. Truth frees, but it isn't advisable to thrust it on small children before they can understand it. As they mature, they will surely appreciate your efforts to protect them. To alleviate your worry about this, talk frankly with a trusted friend or counselor and at least relieve some of your own emotional pressure. Best wishes!
Carol Grever
I am deeply saddened by so much that I have read on this blog. Families are being destroyed by a homosexual revolution that has grown at rapid speed over the past 40 years in our country. Spouses and children are being left and instead of gathering around them and supporting them as they reel from the frantic rollercoaster that they have been thrust upon, sites like this and so many others offer support to these hurting individuals by way of supporting what their spouses have done! It is beyond comprehension to me how we can acknowledge the pain that has been caused, but then immediately excuse it because "they need to be true to themselves." This kind of "support" leaves us on the rollercoaster severely lacking, thrusting us further into fear, despair and hopelessness! Our children and us spouses have been lied to, betrayed, rejected and abandoned. It is almost a slap in our anguish and pain to speak of supporting us but at the same time validating and elevating the perpetrator’s deceitful and destructive actions, as though they had "no choice." No, it is the most selfish act a person can do to destroy their family for their own sexual desires. Every human on this planet is MUCH MORE than their sexuality! It is only one part of who we are created to be. Whether a man has affairs with a woman or a man and then leaves the marriage, both are representative of breaking covenant vows, passing on a broken cycle to their children that can repeat for generations to come, and in all cases are an acting out for help to real legitimate needs that are now being acted upon in illegitimate ways. Yet, we no longer see the need for a person to face the deep rooted hurts and pains in their lives when they act out in these ways. Now we embrace the perpetrator for doing the right thing to leave their family and embrace their sexuality. And then we have the audacity to indoctrinate our children that all of this is perfectly normal and acceptable.
My children and I have been walking this rugged journey for two years now. It is not a journey I would have ever dreamed of or asked for, and yet it has come into our lives. I will never teach my children that homosexuality is normal, because it is only a counterfeit! If it was normal, then a same gender "family" would be able to procreate and exist without a natural family being destroyed. That is NOT possible though. Every homosexual family that exists in our world today, can ONLY exist because a natural family was destroyed, like mine! Thus the very reason why the importance to indoctrinate our children to believe this is a normal lifestyle. Teach its normal to young children, and then when they hit puberty they will experiment with homosexual acts. The more they experiment, the more they will embrace it and magically the movement’s population has grown! I will never teach my children that their father is gay, because he is not! He is embracing a gay lifestyle, but that is NOT who he was created to be. I will also never teach my children to hate their father or to hate other gay-identified people. My children interact with many gay-identified people on a weekly basis. They are engaging and respectful and caring of these men. The homosexual agenda has personally touched our family's lives. We are all grieving the deep lost. Our healing is coming slowly as we face the loss. My heart breaks not only for us, but for all the broken families created because of this epidemic in our society. My heart breaks for my husband and all the other spouses that left their families in search of filling an empty hole deep within their beings that can never be filled or satisfied completely by embracing a homosexual lifestyle.
Dear Danelle,
Thank you for taking time to detail your argument with the approach of this blog. Clearly, we have a fundamental disagreement. You see homosexuality as a choice, and I see it as a genetic difference. I'm certain that people don't "become" gay; they "are" gay. They can't be recruited into this sexual orientation, and there is not an "epidemic" of homosexuality.
Maybe your wound is still too raw to allow a clear reading of the medical, academic, and scientific research on this subject, but it is available for study if you decide to dig deeper. I think it will show the flaw in your argument. In the meantime, your anger is self-destructive, and your actions and words are teaching your children negative attitudes toward their father and all gay people. I hope that they can still grow up with a balanced view of the diverse world we live in, and that they can accept that diversity with equanimity.
I do send sincere best wishes for healing and happiness, to you and your whole family.
Carol Grever
Reading this blog for the first time has opened my eyes to the experiences of so many other straight spouses. thank you to each of you for telling your story. I have known of my husband's gayness for four years now. He "came-out" to me when he told he - after 37+ years of marriage, that he had Aids. (I was tested and did not, probably because of our lack of intimacy for the previous ten years.) He said he didn't know where he could have gotten AIDS as there had never been a woman who had come between us. My daughter ( age 32 at the time) and I put pieces together and figured out that he had been gay since our freshman yr. of college when we started dating. To be fair, I too feel this was(is) a genetic difference that he tried so hard to overcome for so much of his life. I have lived through hell these last four years, but I have come to realize I do not intend to spend the rest of my life being bitter over something I did not cause and cannot fix. Two years after living in denial, and one year after our legal separation, he finally sought counseling and has now found a partner with whom he now lives. We have a cordial relationship and try to support our two children and 6 grandchildren. Our daughter does not speak to her father (she says she cannot accept the deception and adultery of his secret life), nor does she allow her children to have anything to do with their grandfather. Our son is supportive of his father, although he has had more of a struggle in accepting his new partner. I have come to be the glue that "models" what I find to be the one willing to accept each of us as a human individual who is trying to live on this Earth in the best way we can. I resent people who judge others, for until we have each walked our own path, no one knows what life's circumstances will make each of us do or not do. Thanks for listening. I welome comments.
Lil's summary of her experience with a gay husband shows the wisdom of maturity. I believe that she has learned the secret of complete recovery: acceptance of what cannot be changed, followed by understanding and forgiveness. This may seem impossible at first, when we are in the throes of shock, hurt and anger. As we pass through the stages of coping, we can come to the equanimity that Lil demonstrates. This is not to say that she has "finished" with her journey, but it seems that she has passed through the worst of it. Keep going forward, Lil! You're almost over your ordeal.
Carol Grever